It's just one of those days

when i feel unconsequential to you
unimportant
unwanted
like mr.cellophane
a nuisance
something you look with a quiet disdain that i can't always feel
but i know it's there

then i begin to wonder just a bit more loudly
about the things i am always thinking of

they were just words
they were just expressions
they were the seeds of doubt
of the friendship
the bond
of trust

it's too late now
you can't fix it
because...
it will be there
for a long time if not forever

sounds dramatic right?

and since you only see me in one simplistic role
i will play along for now
and that will be that
back to the peace and quiet
for now

here we go.

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